I know it's super super irrational and also very wrong and just fuelling the bad spiral of depressive doom to be all "I'm there for everyone but when I need someone there, nobody is around". But well I just had the worst drop down that spiral I've had since high school and I'm still a little numb but also how the fuck is it that I can drop that ( Read more... )

Today, I finished reading the last book of the last series that I have been following. And I'm wondering now if it's the last book, as in... last. If there's ever another book or series I'll be this invested in. If I'll ever be putting another book on preorder. If there's a series I'll wait eagerly for the end of, but then not want to finish.

( This is a long ramble to days gone by. You are definitely more than welcome to skip it. You probably won't know what I'm on about anyway. :) )